Abdominal Pains and Moodiness!

****THIS BOWL OF RICE IS ALL I'M GONNA EAT FROM NOW ON SO I DON'T POO POO 24/7!****


What the heck do abdominal pains and moodiness have to do with each other? Absolutely NOTHING! Two different stories, one is about me, the other about people who drive me insane with their moodiness.

Abdominal Pains are my everyday life these days! It's really starting to annoy the crap out of me. I was sick the whole month of September in and out of Urgent Care hooked up to IV'S, then got a little better for about two weeks, then it all started up again this past weekend. Ugh...will I ever get a break? I'm under some stress right now, and when I'm stressed, my body reacts. So you could say that my IBS is at it's worst! I don't eat anything all day, then get super starving around 5pm, then eat about two bites, feel nauseous and then can't eat anymore. Then I snack a little later on in the evening to then feel nauseous the rest of the night!:( I'm so sick and tired of feeling like this. I take medication daily but nothing seems to take it away. I wish that for one day I could feel "NORMAL" whatever that means! If anyone has any tips, or ways to help my IBS, I would love your comments! I'm miserable and I'm tired of feeling sick!

Now to the moodiness! Why is is when I'm happy, others around me aren't and are effected by my happiness? I won't name names, but someone very close to me always seems to be in a "mood" and it's driving me crazy! I struggle with being "happy" and want to be surrounded by others who are happy. But when someone is down, it brings me down. I understand that once in awhile people aren't going to be in the best of moods. But when it's a constant thing it's gets really annoying to where I dont' want to be around them. I try so hard to make everybody else happy that it leads to me feeling "unhappy!" The fact that this individual has nothing to be moody about it what gets to me! I have tried so hard over the years to overcome my depression and I'm not about to let someone's moodiness bring me down! No freaking way! I'm happy inspite of my tough times!